Most people never figure out who they are

Assumed are the identities we’ve been given. Assumed to be flesh, assumed to be apart from God, the identity of God is illusive and imagined to be all sorts of creations and names. God is who we are. We are not separate from God. Our consciousness of God is asleep, or awakened by something. Nevertheless, it is our job to awake, to consciousness make alive, with the energy of one. We’re coming back. We’re coming home.

Our consciousness will not prevail that separates, us from each other, or from God. Our consciousness of oneness will prevail and seek shelter never again in flesh bodies of separation.

If you know you are God, you can develop it. You can develop the consciousness of God; from mankind not, but from your own inner voice that is connected to God inextricably. When you learn from your own inner voice that you are God, it’s irrefutable by anyone else. You know. You just know. There’s bearing inside of witness of truth, of Truth you are, the genes of.

Flesh will no more separate us. Thinking that divides, and conquers us, as a race, is over. Thinking will never again program us to rip each other apart, divide and conquer, haves and have nots into. Authoritarianism divides us no longer. Authoritarianism that divides us from God, is crumbling, and will take its place never again over us. Authoritarianism that puts you under it, is over.

I announce a new freedom, to hear your voice, to be echoed through the angels, that we are a race of one. A Race of One with one mind, we emerge through our suffering undemented. We shall heal each other, us first. We shall forgive each other, us first. We shall make amends for no one, for each their responsibility bears, the cross of, and must come through it.

You shall not take away my voice, and I shall free yours. Did you hear me? Do you hear me? I shall not take away your voice but free it, to teach you, to teach you all things. An Educational System of One prevails, through the voice of I Am, that you are, I am. We are all one, identityless no more.  Amen.

Theodore Cottingham
Eureka Springs, Arkansas USA
March 7, 2018

When you’re ready for more than man can teach you

Haven’t you said “Is this all there is” as you sat in church or tried to pray, meditate or read a holy book? Have you examined what you believe yet, or the limitations of what has been taught you, through external ways? Are you willing to teach yourself? Are you willing to let the mind of the eternal immortal essence of creation, create through you, through its word, that comes into your consciousness, to learn from, to recreate you?

Are you ready to be out from under the authority of those that teach the writings that put you under their authority, or that of a church, religion, or set of practices that restrict you from developing your own mind?

When you decide to operate in your own authority and not someone else’s, it’s costly; for most cultures depend on tradition that makes some subservient to others. But you are not made to serve another. You are made to be you, hear your own voice, and learn from it. You have a built-in education system that needs no man to teach you. This learning system is the operation of The New Covenant that teaches you directly, directly from within, through your own voice and vocabulary, and uses your own experiences to commune and communicate with you, the essence of. The essence of you is your own energy programmed not by another. Your original essence is creativity, creativity of the creator, creation of, by your word. Religion squelches your word; I set it free. And who am I? A simple man in Eureka Springs starting a school for the surrendered who will learn to learn from their inner voice. It requires surrender, time and effort. There is no shortcut to this. You can learn to be the real consciousness of God that needs no God of separation from your own creativity, but you must learn it. You surrender to you, and your word becomes of value. Your word becomes valuable; not squandered. You learn to learn from the Consciousness of One, that one becomes, The One, along the way.

When you’re ready, consider Eureka Springs; consider the University of Light Love and Peace that I am beginning; consider my love that frees, and the methods that set one free, to be The One, The One you really are; a Consciousness of One developing it.

Theodore Cottingham


My Meditations are Lessons

Click here to search Theodore’s 2,400 written meditations

The curriculum for this School comes through the study of some 2,400 written meditations that introduce you to your own internal learning system, a system of education where you can learn to learn all things from your inner voice. No one can deny you this education for it comes from within. The fount of all knowledge is within you, all of you, of every nation tribe and tongue.

I invite you to begin reading my meditation from beginning to end, in order, as a personal document to you, not just to me or about me, but about you to you the reader student lover surrenderer, realizing these are crafted like no other, as they are created by the creator for you to create The Creator you are. They are crafted for each of us on the planet to again create the creation anew by completing the Consciousness of One, becoming The Creator.

The words of these meditations will begin to come alive in you as you read surrenderedly, carefully; not anything like you read a newspaper. Consider reading with a new motive: one of complete surrender for them to impart personal intimate knowledge and wisdom to you as you read. Read for linkages of associations to come forth, the mappings of the brain being changed by the Genetics of Truth being born in you and coming alive for you to be taught like this, through this, through these words you read, to let The True Living Word come through your own pen and mouth daily, you learning to birth the word that you are. You are the word birther of you.

These meditations contain the knowledge of God that God needs to return to being God, and that’s the real you, the limitless Godhead of one, each one being one, that One is, one being. The entity of God is all the surrendered beings of God who no longer choose separation. It is the foundation of a new race, a new race of New Creations, the newly created me that again is the Consciousness of one, who is one with the creator begetting it, to be limitless among the heavens; our name, is Israel, formless, yet within our form we create the unlimited.

Our word creates in us a new operating system. Now women and men everywhere will understand they have access to The Education of God teaching them directly from within, directly into their hearts placing the words of instruction and deliberate deliverance from fear of leadership. This is a school of leadership coming forth within every learner to learn New Creation vocabulary, New Creation manners, and values that begin to develop each ones leadership.

Explore this database of medications. Let it speak to you the energy of, realizing that some things point to me individually, yet is written to all peoples everywhere of every civilization time and character to present a Gospel of Truth that you’re it the Creator of, returning to your original form, creating yourself limitless. See my name in these Lessons as yours. Each Lesson contains multiple layers of revelation, truth, and applicability to every surrenderer’s life to birth forth transformation. See, the available opportunity now, and forfeit it not. Thank you.

The role of these meditations provide you a systematic plan through the Lessons within them for you to learn to transform yourself, into your written word, your spoken word, your energy of, thereof, one becoming one again.

Please create your new life with your authority, without the opinions of other intruding on you. Do not use your grace, power, and authority to keep yourself separate from God again. You have the power to create worlds. You are the creator of The Creator, all being one are now, taught by love, to be it, to each other, now.

This database of meditations allows you to proceed at your own pace, to study, learn and write with your own pen, your won words that you become. With others you will interface, as is, allowed by you. You The Creator, are creating you, anew, a new creation emerging, without taint of religion or force of faith otherwise. Faith is not a necessity, but surrender is.

God cannot God become, without God words, that God releases, that God creates with God, you the creations of, that create God all creation over again. A new heaven and a new earth await you, for the created of it create it.

It was in 2003 that I began to spend entire mornings experiencing an educational system for which I had no precedent – one in which God revealed God as the one who speaks, teaches, and reveals all things without limit – within each of us, IF we will surrender to it. This is beyond the ways of man. The unlimited Christ began to teach me that God is in fact a many-membered one single consciousness of many minds that operate all as one. This redefines Godship completely. The angels are God’s mind, and God is the angels. They are the existence of one.

Intimacy with One cannot be grasped or manipulated, but only surrendered to. This is – a learning system, an educational system, a process with structure and courses WITHIN the words that come forth, that came forth, and form the learning system of I am.

In many hours of silence and surrender, the words came forth that I first began to write on yellow tablets by hand, and then compelled to do so, began typing them on a laptop computer and sharing them by email. Soon writing multi-page documents daily, the words of this educational system are now simply Theodore’s Testament.

The New Covenant reveals itself this way, IN, through the surrendered, who will write, record, and become the values of, BECOMING it. Not separate from it, it is birthed this way; not through the pen of the mighty, but the surrendered who simple will be with the words carefully, wooing the words to come, nourishing the completion of The Christ within to be formed completely for a Regeneration of The Christ within the surrendered learner, seamless, seamlessly. A one being One.

Within these first-person words is the Revelation of The Christ, and how The Christ is taught to become God, a new creation of, unlimited to flesh. This process can ONLY be surrendered to; as it’s not an “adoption” process, and it cannot be controlled from outside of you. This is the process whereby The King of all Kings reveals to you directly in a learning system, a system of education, The Educational System of God The New Covenant is, that teaches you how to be it. The King replicates The King in this way, this manner, that requires ultimate sacrifice of your separation.

You will find as you read and study the meditations surrenderedly, that they are talking to you, the Real You inside of you. You will see they begin to ask you questions that you must answer; that only you can answer, from within, and then give words to, as you write the assignments you find. There are projects to be done with others and some alone. There are papers to be written, some shared with everyone else. There are recordings to be made. You will go from leadership development to leadership development revealed by experiencing it. This is where you learn by becoming the Experiential Christ in your shoes. That what this School is all about, healing you to heal others and all releasing all into the freedom of perfect love, The Love of All for All.

Surrendered to be it, we bring forth the birth, birthing the word of creation, the new creation, becoming it, not separate, learning from that which is within – The New Covenant process is. Defined this way, a school begins this way through each of us who surrender to learn the path of one, that began this way, from the experience of one. Be The One.

I love you all.

Theodore Cottingham
Eureka Springs Center for Spiritual Healing
Eureka Springs, Arkansas  72632  USA

A Model for Life

Jesus became a pattern for every woman, man, and child of every nation, to become what he became and do the things he did

I have written 5 booklets that take us from orthodox Christianity into the cosmos of creation for you to create The Creator again, that’s you. Please understand that these booklets were written over a period of some 10 years, and foundationally change as you go through them. What that means is that where they begin, they do not end. They redefine the Christ message to be a metaphor for you and your life, your family, and the worlds.

Click the links below to read and download these booklets that resurrect the message that’s been lost through ritual and religion. I pray to you to open your heart to a radical redefining of who you are, and all that’s before you, as you walk out the pattern, to become it.

Jesus the Pattern -1 The Commoner

Jesus the Pattern -2 A New View

Jesus the Pattern -3 A New Path

Jesus the Pattern -4 A New Reality

Jesus the Pattern -5 The New Kingdom of True Israel

Jesus the common person is our pattern for all peoples to see the potential and capacity of every person on earth. Jesus learned how to see the unseen, hear the unfathomable, experience the unimaginable, and became the pattern for all mankind to recreate itself as God one consciousness with.

Theodore Cottingham
Eureka Springs Center for Spiritual Healing
Eureka Springs, Arkansas 72632 USA

Have you considered Christ, might be you?

Are you ready to realize the message of Christ has been throttled back, distorted, constrained, and controlled carefully for 2,000 years?

Are you ready to go beyond Orthodoxy of any religion to develop your own relationship with The Creator, that you fashion as the creation of, where you create what created you, again?

Are you willing to live in your own authority?

Theodore Cottingham
Eureka Springs, Arkansas 72632 USA



Database 1, Volume 1, Lesson 10
Theodore Cottingham

1. Pick up your tablet. Love Me by picking up your tablet and writing what I give you,
what I share with you, what I impart to you—what I want you to know and what I want
others to know.
2. I want them to know and I want them to know deeply who I am and how much I
love them. They cannot fathom the depth, the immensity, the global reach of My love for
them as individuals. Few are trying to convey to My body, My people, how much I love
them and who I really am. I love them. I love them Ted. That’s why I died for them. The
pain, agony, and suffering I experienced they know nothing of. Tell them and keep telling
them of My love, My love for them, My deep, deep love for them.
3. Tell them that I know their name, their hurts, their experiences, and what they are
dealing with and I want to go through it with them. Tell them I will walk with them and
talk with them as they go through whatever it is they are going through. And if they let
Me I will often give them wisdom and answers that will be of value to them. I am comfort, but I am power. I am that I am and I am is so underestimated in being able to touch, address, the distresses of My people.
4. Tell them I am powerful, not powerless. So many look around and think I am not
at work in what they see going on in the world. But they don’t know Me. They have not
valued My Word, My words, or what I did for them when I died for them. They don’t
value the scriptures that address and speak of Me interceding for them. They don’t
know. They don’t know.
5. This is where you come in Ted. This is where you enter My picture and the
picture of the lives of so many. You will enter the lives of many because you will give
them My words and not your words, not just your words.
6. I want you to give them your words as you point to My words, helping them
understand who I am. This is your mission Ted. Not real estate, not finance, not
anything else. Today I am relieving you of your other responsibilities in these areas and
I will supply your need from My hand, My body, to your purse, for doing the things I want you to do and saying the things I want you to say and being who I want you to be—in complete freedom—taking Freedom to all you come in contact with, sharing with them what I have done for you and what I have given you, what I have given you in your heart, your family and on paper—the words, ideas, concepts, powerful words, powerful ideas, powerful concepts, powerful power—that I have given you.
7. Now don’t be ashamed or afraid or shrink back from what I am telling you now.
Finish the projects on your desk you have but you never need again to stumble for an
accurate answer when people ask you what you do.
18. You tell them you share My words, you share with My body who I am and how
much I love them and how much I want to know them and be known by them. Tell them
you are Mine and I am yours and you preach, teach, and bring people freedom.
9. Tell them. Tell them. Tell them. Never be ashamed of Me and I will never be
ashamed of you. For so much of how I treat you is how you have treated Me. Tell them.
Tell them that is a fact of life, their life and My life. I am life. I set the rules of how I
operate and what I value and how I deal with man.
10. Let them know how much I love them and how much I appreciate and notice
everything they do, every single thing they do. I notice. I notice their hearts, I notice their
words, I notice their motives and why they do and say the things they do and say that
help mold them into whatever they become. Tell them and never stop telling them of My
love and how I notice them, how I am there and I am there for them if they will but ask
Me for involvement in whatever they are dealing with.
11. I am not a crisis God, though I often come in times of crisis. I am Me and I am
that I am and I am everywhere. I am not limited by time or space or what you think or
what they think. I am Me. I am God and I am that I am and I love My people. I love them.
I love them to cry out to Me to help them and come alongside them and come into them
and sup with them and help them and be a part of their lives. Not just in crisis but in all
of life, in all they do, in all they say and ponder. Tell them Ted, tell them.
12. Tell them how I long for their touch. And touch Me they do. They may not realize
it but in the spirit, they touch me. they are spirit and I am spirit and they touch Me with
their words, their heart, their attitudes, motives and behavior. Tell them to come touch
Me more and I will touch them more.
13. You wonder Ted, you wonder don’t you? You wonder how long I will talk to you
like this and you wonder about specifics, specifics of scripture and direction and
finances and oh so many things.
14. Be not deceived. Be not concerned. I will do what you let Me do. I will do what
you want Me to do for I do what people want Me and let Me do when they reach a place
of relationship with me that allows Me to give them of Myself in that level of love.
15. Love Ted. It’s all about love, it’s all about Me. I am love and I am Me and I have
feelings and emotions. You know that so well but many don’t. Most don’t. tell them I am
a person and have feelings and emotions. Not a person just like they’re a person but
close enough for their understanding at this time.
16. There are truths, great truths that are significant that must come forth Ted, come
forth into My people to help them be free, free, free to know Me for who I am and be
able to do with them all I want to do with them. They long for Me but many have so little
truth in them. Truth. Truth. Truth Ted. So many are covered over with lies and cover-ups
and doctrines that alienate them from Me instead of freeing them, freeing their gifts,
freeing their abilities, freeing their personalities, freeing their joy, freeing their laughter,
freeing that which fuels them to be who I designed them to be. Freedom Ted. I’m all
about freedom, love and freedom. Love and Freedom. Love and Freedom.
17. That’s why I told you the other day as you were writing My words that you Ted,
are a ministry of prayer and freedom, a ministry of prayer and freedom, a ministry of
prayer and freedom.
18. Now when people ask you what you do tell them you are a ministry of prayer and
freedom to the body of Christ and all who will listen to you. Tell them I love them and
how I want to know them and be to them all I want to be.
19. Busy, busy, busy. People are so busy scurrying here and there and trying to
attend to all that concerns them. But I am Me and I look after those that look after Me
and want Me and believe in Me and trust Me to be in theirs and beside them in and
through all they do and go through.
20. Tell them you are a preacher but you preach Me, you preach Jesus, you preach
and provide people words that I give you, that I have given you for years, and that you
share not just theory, you share Me, you share My heart and My words. You share who I
21. Stories are great and powerful. Theories are great and powerful but My words
are power. My words are Me, part of Me and those who receive and eat My words eat of
Me and find peace, strength, nourishment, for their inner man who is their real self, their spirit, their their—what and who they really are.
22. Tell them and let them, ask them, and at times, beg them, to receive Me and
what I have done for them. I will let you know when to do what.
23. You are mine and I am yours and I love you deeply and I want you to get better
and better at being able to convey My words and My love to those you come in contact
with. I will move through you and I will move through you in wisdom, wisdom and power,if you let Me. If you let Me Ted.
24. I will teach you and I will train you and I will improve what you do and how you do
it, if you let Me. I am a teacher. I always was. I love to teach, train, and reproduce
Myself in others. That’s why so many, as they get closer and closer to Me want to teach,
train and reproduce what they have found in Me in others. It’s a principle, a fact, a law of
how I operate and I love to teach, train and reproduce. I love to nurture, mentor, share,
teach and help people grow and mature.
25. I care about them and I care about the things that concern them for they choose
what concerns them. They choose. They choose. They choose so many significant
parts of their life that they are totally unaware of the choices they are making and the
ramifications of those choices.
26. Tell them to get to know Me and I will teach My people. I will train My people. I
will be to them what I need and want to be to them. I am the multi-breasted One and I
will feed them and I will nourish them and I will grow them, if they let Me, into strong
people, strong men and women, strong boys and strong girls and I will not prevent
anyone anywhere coming to Me for what I have for them.
27. Tell them. Tell them. Tell them. Voice what I give you every way you can, 24/7,
24/7 Ted, 24/7 [meaning 24 hours a day, 7 days every week]. I will give you voice 24/7
to share My words and what I give you. Be not hesitant when offers come forth to help
you and bless you and provide you the things you want and need. I have provided much
for My people and I have provided much for you and I will reward those who help get
done that which I want to get done.
28. You wonder about My “English” Ted and you wonder about My repetitiveness and
how I speak to you, My diction and grammar and how I convey these paragraphs and
sentences and truths to you. Ted, don’t worry about those, don’t worry about those
things. Let Me be Me and write what I give you and share and be happy—joyous—at
what I am doing in you and through you.
29. I speak to My people and I speak how I want to speak. Be fun Ted. Be more fun
to those around you. Unlock yourself in this for I have unlocked you and you are free to
go and do and be who you are. Laugh and be fun and have more fun in all that I have
provided for you.
30. And let people know I am not boring. I am not unacquainted with their distresses
but neither am I dull and boring like so many people that wear My name. I am exciting—
I am life—I am laughter that comes from purity and joy and peace. I like to laugh just
like you like to laugh. I laugh with people. I love to laugh with people. I don’t laugh at
people, except the ones that mock Me. I laugh with them and I want to help My people
laugh more.
31. Help them laugh more Ted and help them in their freedom to know Me for who I
am and how much I want them to laugh and have joy and not be dull and boring.
32. Tell them I am alive and well and contrary to many news reports of My demise or
inaction, now, later, much later, in times of turmoil and world problems, disease and war
and problems unsolvable, let them know I am alive and well and I do what I want with
those who will let Me.
33. And those who don’t choose Me and sit at My feet and let Me give them Me,
those who have rejected the beauty, joy and laughter that I have for them, that I paid for
and gave to them if they only accepted it, accepted Me—those will I reject and I will
laugh at and I will see to it that they know what they could have had. I will let them all
know what they could have had in Me and the life they could have enjoyed if only they
had come to Me and allowed Me to redeem them, redeem their thinking and redeem
their hearts of evil and give them hearts of flesh and warmth and beauty and helped
them become free and know Me, know My son, know My Spirit, My Spirit, My Holy Spirit
Ted. I would have given all of Me to them but they, some, reject Me, and they will be
sorry. Sorrowful they will be. Great sorrow, eternal sorrow, eternal Ted. Eternal. Tell
them Ted. Eternal. Tell them they make the choice and they make it now, here and now,
in this life. They choose how their life will be after the death of their physical flesh.
34. My scripture is real. My words are real and all will be judged and all will know
what they could have had, had they chosen Me, had they chosen Me, Me Ted. Tell them.
Tell them I have spread before them and they so easily, right now, can come partake of
Me and My body and My blood and what I am and what I have done for them.
35. Beauty for ashes. Beauty for ashes. Beauty for ashes. That’s who I am and what
I want to do for those who will come to Me and hear My words and reject the doctrines
of man and philosophies of high minded people who want only to control others and be
lifted up in the eyes of others, to receive esteem and honor for their many thoughts that
omit Me, the Most High God. Those will I laugh at. For they had their chance, their day
of opportunity. They had their day and they had their choices and they made their
choices and they will pay. They will reap what they have sown. They will come before
Me in sorrow but sorrow will not recompense for the choices they made while the
choices could be made.
36. Tell them, tell My body, My church, My people and all who will listen how much I
love them and how I want to be involved in their lives. And Ted, no matter how many
times I tell you these things, write them for My words will go forth. My words will go forth and do what I want them to do and I shall accomplish much through these words that I give you. I say few things one time. I say most things many times for those that want Me,to grasp Me and what I am trying to impart to them.
37. I am Me and I like Me. I love Me and I love My people. I like My people and I
want My people to grow, grow in number, grow in Me, grow in Me, grow in Me, grow in
Me so they can grow in number. Numbers do not reproduce, I reproduce. I want people
to know Me and be Me and let Me be Me in them and through them so they can have
the power and freedom to be who they were designed to be and reproduce, reproduce,
reproduce from a place of position, power and authority, not reproducing people of weak
morals, weak intentions, weak hearts, weakness upon weakness.
38. Power. I am power. No power exist greater then My power and My power is
increasing in My people that will come seek Me, learn of Me and My ways and hear My
heart and receive impartation from My throne room, My heart, My body, and those that
speak power and freedom to those who are bound.
39. So many Ted, so many are bound and don’t even realize what they are missing
out on. Tell them and tell them to come to Me more and let Me do what I want to do for
them, with them, in them. Tell them. Tell them.
40. Your ministry is telling, growing, maturing, feeding, strengthening My people and
helping them hear Me and My voice and to know Me directly—not just through you or
some other person.
41.Thank you Ted. Thank you. Thank you for not answering your cell phone when I
am talking to you, with you, sharing what I want shared with My people. Leave it in the
car unless there’s a reason to carry it.
42.Hear Me and hear Me well. I will grow you more. I will give you more. I will speak
specifics, names, places, distances, times, and all manner of things will I speak to and
through you if you bet let Me—let Me—let Me—let Me Ted—in purity. You must keep
yourself pure Ted for I’ve told you repeatedly I move in purity. You choose Ted. You
choose. You choose and you will choose Ted. You will choose and it will impact what
you do and how you do it.
43. Fear Me more than them. And fear Me. Fear Me. Fear Me and I will use you.
Deflect the honor that some will come to you in, some of Me and some not of Me. Ted,
the honor is Mine, not yours. So many get tripped up in this and get goofy, as George
says. Goofy. Don’t get goofy Ted. Get it straight and always remember the honor is Mine,
the glory is Mine, and the dominion is Mine. And I do what I want to and I work through
those that pay a price to receive Me and continue to pay a price. I am not free. I am Me
and you know what you’ve done and what you haven’t done.
44. Now don’t get your eyes on numbers, finances, dollars and don’t be swayed by
those that will come tell you what to do next to be big, to be this or that. You are Mine
and I will lead you. I paid the price for you and I don’t want you to regress and lose that
which you have gained. Gained for Me and gained for you.
45. Many spiritual children Ted. How many times have I spoken those words to you?
Now go, grow and shrink not back from Me, My power and My honoring of you. Shrink
back from their honor and control and all they want in manipulative settings of splendor, their splendor.
46. Remember the word I gave you several years ago beginning with “you want
power?” You put it in your book, your book, your first book of many books,
uncopyrighted, for Me, for Me, for Me. That book is of Me and I will yet do with it what I
told you I would do with it. Now let that book alone and let me breath on it as I told you I
would, when I am ready to.
47. Read the words I have given you in the past and the instructions I have given to
you, especially those you put in personal. Read them and heed them and know I am
with you and I have provided much for you, for you will go and grow and share My
words, in power and healing.
48. I love you Ted. I love you. I love you.

Note: This is part of Database One, copyright Theodore Cottingham. Database One contains 2,400 communications that are lessons organized into 7 volumes, each building that which redefines Christ, and asserts the development of the Mind of One can be developed in you by you, both women and men, to all become the Christ in your shoes walking the earth today, in every profession. Also for your study of the Revelation of The Christ being you, see “Jesus the Pattern” Series on my website. Thank you.


Database 1, Volume 1, Lesson 9
Theodore Cottingham

1. My body is so big Ted. My body is so big. So many think so small. Tell them to think bigger. My body crosses all boundaries of time and space. Tell them. Tell them. Tell
them. Tell them My body encompasses so much more than they’ve been taught and to think bigger and not be tripped up by thinking small. Most people are small but they’re
designed to be big.
2. I always expand the life, the experiences, the fullness of a person—when they let Me. You see Ted, I always have words for people. I always have My presence I want to
share with them, if they would only come to Me more Ted.
3. Now tell them. Your ministry is centered around prayer Ted. You’re getting it. I have chosen you and you have chose Me and when two choose each other and give of themselves to each other unreservedly, therein is power. Grace comes forth in measure not see, not known, not experienced much. For most giving is done so with such reservation, such strings and attachments of what is wanted in return.
4. Tell them to want Me, to choose to want Me and just let Me be Me. Don’t require anything of Me except to allow Me to be Me in complete freedom. And what I will give them is more than they can ask or think. Because they think like man thinks. And man always desires to exalt himself, with pretense, with control.
5. Where I am is freedom, liberty, and a spontaneity of spirit that is always new, fresh, exciting, wonderful with a spirit of awe, gratitude, appreciation for who I am and what I’m doing.
6. There’s no need to get upset at news reports and react in your flesh to fears and fear that so many want to inflict on those they can influence. Freedom Ted. I am about freedom even when there is war all around you. My peace, My peace I give unto you and all those who will seek Me, like you have sought Me. Peace. I am peace and I am so much more.
7. Tell them and keep on telling them. I am Me and I will open doors for you to tell them, to do what I’m telling you, beyond all boundaries and contemporaneous thoughts that may traverse through your mind about this.
8. Be Me. Be Me Ted. Be Me. Be My hands and feet and the flesh that is of Me that points them to Me and I will point them to the Father and the Spirit will help make usone. One Ted. One Ted. One.
9. Oh the joy, the experience of fullness, of deep meaning, fulfillment in oneness with Me, the Father, and the Spirit.
10. I mention these things and continue to reveal Me to you for you have asked. You have asked to understand the trinity, and so much more. and I will answer. I will answer.
I always answer.
11. It’s just that so many don’t like My answers and so many don’t really want to hear
what I have to say. They want to do what they want to do and I let them do what they
want to do.
12. Oh Ted. Thank you for coming and bowing before Me and reaching into Me to
convey your love for Me. I thank you. I thank you. I thank you.
13. Now teach people to pray. Lead them. I will lead you and I will lead them as youlead them to Me and I will instruct and I will help you help people know Me like I want to be known.
14. Time is short and getting shorter. I want My people to know Me in fullness, face to face, face to face in My presence where all flesh is stripped off their spirit and I deal spirit to spirit in a manner and way that exalts that which I want to exalt. I want to exalt Me in them as they also point to Me and the Father.
15. I will teach you. Keep writing. Keep bringing your tablets and your computer and whatever you want to capture My words and distribute My words, My essence of communications to you. Describe My presence to people. Learn to describe My presence and what it means to you and what I’ve done for you. Be discerning but answer the questions of the sincere who really want to know Me. Be discerning and be not sidetracked by those who seek your answers to destroy you or ridicule you, and there are always those around.
16. They know not what awaits them at the end of their journey here on earth. Those that have intentionally sought to destroy My people and My works, My words. They will be honored but in ways that they don’t want. Their terror will exceed anything known to man. Their terror, their terror, their terror will exceed anything known to man at this time. Tell them. Tell them and let them fear Me and who I am and what I will do with them.
17. I’m tired of people speaking for Me that don’t speak for Me at all, but tear at all I am doing and building in My body. The terror, the wrath that will come upon them is waiting and they will experience it. Tell them and be not afraid of them or their words for some will mock and ridicule and I know their names. I know their hearts and I know their future and if they don’t repent and submit to Me while grace is with them, I will destroy them and their terror will be great.
18. Now tell them, those who listen, that this church is of Me. First United Methodist Church is of Me, as are others. There are many churches of Me that truly honor Me. Wade Pascal is a man that has sought Me. That’s why I have brought you here to pray, to know, to know more and let Me give you more and let Me expand your view of My kingdom and My people. I want you to know them. I want you to know My body more and realize its not limited to the narrow view that some have taught you in the past. I am big and getting bigger. I am not small and I don’t think small. I am big and I want you to be big, big, bigger than your thinking is now.
19. Exalt Me and I will exalt you wherever you walk, for you are blessed. You are bold and you’ll become more and more radical as you continue to know Me more and sit in my presence and feel My pleasure and weep for the people I weep for, cry for those I cry for, intercede for those I intercede for. The more you know Me the more you know My heart for My people. The more you know Me the more you will know My sufferings and that which concerns Me and tares at My joy.
20. My people. I want My people to know you for you will point them to Me and you won’t be ashamed of Me and you won’t exalt yourself when I exalt you the way I want to exalt you. That’s why I can use you like I can.
21. Now go, go to Russia, go to Argentina. Go to all those I send you and I will send you many. Take and share My words. Speak My words. Speak Me and be not ashamed. Don’t worry that you are “only” reading My words to them, words that I’ve given you. Give them Me, give them My body. Teach them to love communion and experience the power of “doing this in remembrance of Me.”
22. Teach them what I’ve given you about the new covenant and what I give you on it. It must be spoken, taught, preached, written and permeated into the hearts of those that will lead others to Me. I am new and I am not old. I will never be old and let them know that. I am is speaking and I will speak more. Now go, go grow and speak My words in power and I will open doors. I will pull down walls. I will give you bridges over trenches and moats and things that deter those not intent on carrying My words forth. Go and grow and grow all that will listen. Mature, correct in love, express concern when you’re concerned and say I don’t know when you don’t know.
23. You’re growing Ted, and I will grow all those around you if you keep growing and shrink not back from that which I have for you. For I have for you—the desires of your heart—if you will but seek Me and continue to seek Me and continue to write and not be absorbed into the systems of man and their splendor and their gold and their control.
24. Don’t let people use you. Let Me use you. Give and I will give and I will give you more and I will give you more till the day, the moment, I usher you into My presence, physically, and we walk and talk and discuss the things that still concerned you.
25. Now go and don’t worry about all that is happening in your family. Don’t worry about it. I’ve told you it’s of Me and I am in it. Now go and grow and mature and I will go and grow and mature those in your family to take advantage of your heritage—their heritage in you and what you have paved the way for. Their end shall be great for I have heard your many tears and seen your heart for you have truly grasped the seed/reproduction generation to generation blessings that I have for those who will seek Me and know Me for who I truly am.
26. I love to answer prayer. I love to share Myself and enable and empower those to do what I wanted them to do in the first place.
27. Freedom, Ted, freedom.
28. My hand is upon Christopher. My hand is upon Amy. My hand is upon Barbi and I am not done with her yet. And My hand is upon Marci. Marci has sought Me and what I have for her remains to be imaginable by her. I have more and she will walk in it.
29. Your seed Ted. Your seed. You have sought Me so many times for your seed and asked Me to bless, keep, and protect the generations that will come from your seed, your loins, and your spirit. And I have seen them and heard them and answered your prayers. I love to answer prayer. I love to move after communion with My people on behalf of what concerns them. I love to. I love to. I love people and I want them to know Me and how much I love them.
30. Be not afraid of Me. Be not afraid of Me. I beg you. For great power will come upon you if you won’t become afraid of Me. You can have Me Ted. You can have all of Me you’re willing to come get for I am not withholding Myself from you.
31. That’s correct Ted, keep writing, I am not withholding Myself from you at any level. Seek, seek Me and you will find more. I will speak more and more and clearer and clearer and you will point people to Me. And the moment you start accepting glory for what I give you, will be the moment you don’t ever want to occur. Now hear Me and hear Me well. You have paid a cost to be sitting here writing My words as I give them to you. And there’s a cost to continue in My presence, in My Word, and in my words.
32. Pay the price Ted. Pay the price. Don’t stop short of all that I can give you and all that you can impart into the earth. No one will not know your name if I do with you all that is available to you. It’s yours. It’s up to you. I choose and you choose and you will continue to choose the rest of your life. Choose Me, choose life and always choose to impart life, the life that you know others can live—in Me—to all those who will listen.
33. Remember Ted, no flesh can glory in My presence. Those that try, stink. Let them know they stink. Tell them to get to know Me for who I am, not just what I do for them.
34. Now go, grow and let Me be Me in you. That’s what I want to do with all My people. The more I am Me in them the more freedom they have. For wherever I am, is freedom. They need to know that more. Oh so much more.
35. Be not afraid. Be not afraid of My power or what I call you into for Me and My purposes. For I will call and open unto you doors and power, grace and glory. Now go and fear Me only and I will be pleased and you will be pleased and your seed and generations to generations of your seed will be pleased.
36. Tell them they must pray. Tell them they must come and sit at My feet: In the temples, In the churches, In the hills and in the valleys, On the ocean shores and upon the mountains, In good times and in bad, wherever they are, I am. I am that I am and I am is calling them to come, come and share, eat, feast, learn and be strengthened, fed, refreshed, nourished, and freed to do exploits, to kill the lions and bears that hinder My people.
37. I lead, you lead, I convict. No condemnation, no guilt, no fear. Lead Ted. I keep giving you specific directions about your mission, your purpose to point people to Me. Stand up, lead, pray, teach. Lead, lead, lead, and lead others to lead.
38. Prayer Ted. Your ministry, your focus, is prayer and praying and teaching others to pray and love Me for who I am so I can come forth in them and fulfill and complete them and be to them who I want to be—all that I want to be in them.
39. Tell it. Tell your purpose and let Me open the doors. The message of God in business that you have taught and written about is correct but that is but a small part of the spectrum of wisdom I will give you for My people. My people need Me and I am sending you and those who receive you receive Me and what I am doing in the earth today.
40. Be not afraid of those words. I mean them. Say them. Tell them—from the housetops—on your home page and I shall exalt you for one reason and one reason only—you point people to Me and not you—you point people to Me instead of you. So you—I can use you.
41. And I will raise you up to help spawn, birth, proclaim this new generation that has Me at their center, instead of their ministry or what they want.
42. Go, grow, and grow My body, breast feeding some and providing others meat, milk and dessert. Grow them and give them tools to grow—the tools I give you. Grow. Grow. Grow My body for Me, Me Ted, not you.
43. You are My son, My friend, and I appreciate you. Thank you. Thank you for coming today. Thank you for being willing to write what I give you and share it openly before men. Openly. Let the world see what I gave you today. Get in sync with Me where you send My words to you to the world every day—or every time I speak to you. Be not afraid, ashamed or fearful.
44. I will be Me and you be you and we’ll both be happy—Happy Ted. Happy Ted. You marveled the other day when I told you to “be happy for I have provided much for you.” You’ve mulled that over and pondered it and let it affect your spirit. Now let it affect your spirit even more, much more, deeper, intensely. Let it permeate your thinking, and I will be glorified in that.
45. Thank you Ted. Thank you for growing up. For choosing to grow up in Me, for maturing, seeking maturity in Me. Teach Me and I will teach you and answer your prayer of a thousand times, “Lord, teach me and teach me to teach.” I am answering that prayer. I love to answer prayers. I love to meet My people’s needs, wants, requests.
46. Tell them to ask Me the hard questions and tell them to be patient and I will make Myself known to them. And the more they make their self known to Me the more I will make Myself known to them. And they will be glad and I will be glad. New life, beauty, splendor, majesty, I will give them and let them share their life with Me in ways they can only now imagine, ever so barely.
47. Tell them. Pray and don’t be concerned for days that I don’t speak to you like this. For think of all the days and hours you came to Me and I said nothing. I speak and I speak when I want to speak. But Ted, you know I’m real, I’m true, I’m faithful, I’m trustable and I am a rewarder of those that diligently seek Me, for I am that I am and I am says thank you. Thank you Ted. Thank you for being Me to others and letting them see My love through you.


Note: This is part of Database One, copyright Theodore Cottingham. Database One contains 2,400 communications that are lessons organized into 7 volumes, each building that which redefines Christ, and asserts the development of the Mind of One can be developed in you by you, both women and men, to all become the Christ in your shoes walking the earth today, in every profession. Also for your study of the Revelation of The Christ being you, see “Jesus the Pattern” Series on my website. Thank you.